Thursday, October 29, 2009

Oh the discombobulation!!

Everyone once in a while I feel like a mess. This wouldn't really be an issue if I could look at my life and see the messiness. At least that way I would have a plan of attack. No, for me it's all this kind of internal discombobulation. The feeling that I am off kilter. That something just doesn't feel right. At this point it really only effects my sleeping habits ( I can't seem to) and my motivation (I have none).

So I'm going to go ahead and see if I can get down to the bottom of this with a bit of spiritual exercise. This idea may come from the fact that I have been reading about the desert fathers lately and I like them. But either way i'm gonna kick this party off with a 4 day fast. From now till monday at noon.

Now I know what your thinking. "Mike, but if you get your crap together how will you possibly keep up on the atrocious amounts of online T.V. you've been watching and the massive quantities of cheese based meals you've been consuming!?" These are the risks a man must take.

Wish me luck.